i am breaking, really. i can't get my brain to concentrate, and everything else is going through my mind simultaneously. 2 weeks time, and i've barely started. it's not that i want to, its just all the bloody tests are screwing up my study schedules, MON TUES WED, wtf.
and then 2 more weeks. sucks major ass and there's so much to study for and shit. and i've planned out this impossible study schedule that if i manage to follow through, i will become my new idol. honestly, i have nothing left to look forward to.
EXPECT: breakdown. dismal test results blow ups & the usual stressed symptoms like breakouts, and eating too much.
i should totally be playing with lanterns & eating mooncakes & drinking chinese tea and shang yue-ing right now but what am i doing?! i am busting my brain with chinese ci yus and retarded things like somoclonal variation.
and please QUIT asking me about what i've studied, it effing gets on my nerves because there is no shit to tell you.